Buried Alive

Suffocating death is probably the one most painful and fearsome for me. All of your senses are fully funtional, your breathing gets heavier and heavier, trapped and helpless. You know, when you will die and what wuld it feel like. When you suffer from cold or being kille by someone or something, the pain is either fast, or you are already numb. The sense of being choked and feeling the pain all the way until your dead is the most terrifying type of death to me. You struggle in the grave or the rubbles either staring to trapped situations or you suffocate while trying to crawl out your way to the livings. I heard a saying before, just when you're about to die, your whole life will flash in front of you and you will see all your mistakes again. I believethe only regret i will have if i died in this age, is now having sex, and express my love for family to my parents. My family never had this caringand respect among each other, we're like friends that cuss around and screw around and laugh. Its just i never get to say i love you or give a hug to any of them. I would want to expierence all the things that i find interesting and challenging, climbing the fuji mountain and listen to nujabes on the top, sky diving, learn 5 types of martial arts, travel europe and live anywhere. All these are the regrets i dont want to have when i died. In a time of crisis, i believe cooperating with one another is the way to survive. If i lived and leave a dying situation, i would still save people around me. I'm the type of person that wouldn't leave anyone behind in a expedition, so if im in a dying situation, i would think od saving other one except myself first.